Monday, December 10, 2007
-Stressed
I am feeling very stressed. So much so that I'm feeling sleepy, but cant fall asleep. So much so that I'm feeling lovesick, but insist on restraining myself. So much so that I dont wanna talk to anyone.
I am feeling very stressed. I couldnt remember if I have ever felt the same stress level b efore. I think the current stress level is to its maximum already and I'll never experience any stress greater than this ever again.
I am feeling very stressed. I can imagine myself on the ice skating ring and skating to the music with occasional spins that bring about thunderous applause from the audience. Or snuggling up close to my bestie in a hotel room after a tired day of play at Hong Kong's Disneyland. I can visualise myself attending our graduation ball in a pretty dress and stealing the limelight from others. Or look, wedding bells are ringing and I'm in this lovely wedding gown, now happily married to this man and going to live my life happily ever after.
Yes, daydreams I know. Or you can call them hallucinations, illusions, wait-long-also-dont-have whatever crapshit you think stress will lead to.
I am feeling very stressed. I kept thinking how this lecturer can become a lecturer with his powderful laozee engrish. Why deadlines are interestingly called deadlines and yet supposedly wise people can assign datelines to our project. Seriously, I don't understand.
I am feeling 800,000 counts of stress now.
I am feeling very stressed. I think I'm getting older because I'm thinking this much.
a night out and some good talks really help
friends, are still the most important creatures in the world of denial.
; 11:10 PM
I am feeling very stressed. So much so that I'm feeling sleepy, but cant fall asleep. So much so that I'm feeling lovesick, but insist on restraining myself. So much so that I dont wanna talk to anyone.